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[Live Journal] The Interview of Han Cheonsa

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Often I smoke cigarettes and fantasize about Lee Donghae being killed in a car accident.

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Hi, it’s me again Han Cheonsa.

Seperti yang aku katakan pada Live Journal sebelumnya, bahwa aku akan meninggalkan beckhamlovesbadda. 

Walau sulit untuk mengatakannya, ini adalah dua post terakhir dari Beckhamlovesbadda. IJaggys juga menyampaikan pesan untuk kalian dimana pesan itu akan menjadi post terakhir di blog ini.

Aku telah berjanji untuk membuat sesi interview, sebenarnya project interview ini telah ada sejak bulan November tahun lalu, dari sebuah challenge yang diadakan oleh satu blog [aku tidak bisa menemukan alamat blognya 😦 tapi semua pertanyaan ini diambil dari sana] [kudos to whoever made this poignant questions!] [please let me know if you want to unanon it!]

Aku sangat senang membaca respon kalian, aku terus mencoba untuk tetap membalas pesan kalian satu per satu. Aku harap sesi interview ini, dapat menjadi hadiah perpisahan yang menyenangkan. 

Love you always.

C.

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1. What do you look like?

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Tell me I’m pretty and bring me ice cream with no calories and tell me I look like I’ve lost weight, kinda looks. Sebenarnya, aku selalu terkenal dengan deskripsi kelopak mata berwarna biru samudra dan rambut coklat nilon, walau sebenarnya aku lebih suka orang mendeskripsikanku sebagai seseorang yang terlihat sangat kurus.

I really like being skinny, but I really like chips dipped in ice cream for breakfast. That’s my problem.

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2. What do you like to wear?

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There’s nothing better than Chanel and Aigner. Aku suka sesuatu yang berasal dari Haute Couture, semua fashion items dari Designer yang bahkan tidak pernah kalian dengar. Kalian tahu, itu memang keahlianku?

As for daily outfits, I prefer the latest Ready-to-wear collections on the CHANEL official website.

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3. What are your hobbies?

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My hobby is just drinking Margarita outside my porch, telling myself that all good things come to an end. But not bad things, bad things are forever. Also I’m an expert of expecting different results without doing anything. I pretty much never run out of dumb things to say.

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4. What kind of food and drink do you like the most?

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Basically everything with gluten-free on it. Aku memiliki banyak kekhawatiran tentang tubuh, insecure at most of times. Aku memiliki seorang pakar gizi untuk mengawasi asupan kaloriku, dia mengatur apa yang harus aku makan dan dia cukup baik (selain menjadi orang yang benar-benar menjengkelkan setiap harinya).

But at That time of the month. Naturally I want a cheeseburger with a corndog and pizza…on it. And All I want in life is for fried chicken to have no calories, and a glass of milkshake to appear in my hand.

If there’s anything better than cream cheese and jelly on a toasted bagel you shut your whore mouth, because I don’t want to know.

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5. Do you drink alcohol?

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There’s nothing better than what it feels like; Drinking Margarita, a sip away while attaining Nirvana. And Bordeaux comes in second.

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6. What is your favorite color and why?

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Black is my happy colour. Alasannya sebenarnya, warna hitam membuatku terlihat jauh lebih kurus. Dan warna hitam membuat semuanya terlihat lebih elegan,–and because—I’m ready to your funeral, beaches.

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7. Do you have any pet?

DONGHAE PARAH

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He’s my lifetime pet.

DON’T FIGHT ME ON THIS.

I REALLY DON’T WANT TO FIGHT, BUT THIS IS EFORTLESSLY FORGIVEN SO C’EST LA VIE RIGHT?

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8. What music do you listen to?

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Kinda tricky question, because I’m basically a music hoarder. When it comes to music, I can be a lil sensitive, old-fashioned, nor the electro.

Biasanya, aku lebih suka berada di Cutting Room, New York. Menonton apapun pertunjukan Jazz yang tengah berlangsung. Tapi akhir-akhir ini aku sedang suka mendengarkan Björk. Here’s some eargasm for you.

BJORK – DESIRED CONSTELATION

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9. What season do you enjoy the most?

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Summer.

Tidak hanya Coachella dimulai saat musim panas, tapi aku bukan tipe wanita inspirasional yang suka dengan air hujan. Aku membenci hujan, tidak ada alasan khusus atau cerita

bermakna dibaliknya.

Aku hanya benar-benar benci akan hujan, yang selalu menghancurkan semua rencana dan suasana.

Kalian tentu tidak berharap, datang dengan dress Chanel yang rusak karena terpaan air hujan. Ugh, I can go on about this forever.

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10. Describe your family, please.

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Uhm it’s complicated.

Tapi mari aku ceritakan, dan aku yakin beberapa dari kalian pernah mendengar kisah keluargaku sebelumnya.

Ayahku adalah Philip Han, seorang ketua parlementer untuk Great Britain. Ibuku adalah Alexa Ahn, seorang model—aku tidak tahu detailnya. Aku tidak pernah hidup dengannya.

Aku berawal dari sebuah kecelakaan, malam perpisahan di summer camp yang berada di Chicago. Semuanya terjadi begitu cepat. Lalu Ayahku memilikiku di umurnya yang barus aja menginjak 17 tahun. Mereka bercerai, tapi kini mereka memutuskan untuk kembali.

Selain itu, there’s nothing chicer than having an Europeant parent, and having two passports really puts you on a whole different social level. Also, everything sounds better with a British accent.

Dan Aku? Aku akan selalu jadi the great Queen of Kensington.

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Click Here! To read more about my perfect dad, and more!

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11. What was your first best friend like?

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Lee Hyukjae. Dia adalah satu-satunya orang yang menerima bahwa aku adalah wanita brengsek, dan dia menyukai hal itu.

Selain itu, apa yang lebih baik dari memiliki seorang teman yang benar-benar bisa kau andalkan untuk mengambil pesanan kopimu di Starbucks dan menyuruhnya menyelesaikan semua yang aku ingingkan?

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12. How do you like to socialize?

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I don’t. But if I do, I’m more like dissing everyone with my sarcasm.

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13. What was the most memorable moment in your school-years?

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Homeschooling, because what’s up? I can do any harm in school, that’s why my father gifted me The Kadarshian (4 Assigned bodyguards for watching me 24/7).

Terlepas dari itu semua, aku telah mendapatkan gelar sebagai insinyur arsitek. Itu membuatku terlihat lebih pintar dan seksi di waktu yang sama.

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14. What traits do you like the most in others?

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Someone once told me that our good traits are on our backs. But we so often see other traits and think we don’t have any. And it comes from person whom I dearly most.

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15. What did you want to be when you grew up; and what did you end up becoming?

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When I was eight years old I wanted to be an archaeologist but by the time I was twelve, I didn’t want to be anything. I’ve exceeded my expectations. Now, I’m happy living my own as my proud-self.

I’m actually working to make sure my future is everything I want instead of sitting around waiting on it to work itself out.

And as I grow older, I realize people are always looking for more, and forget about what they already have.

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16. What were you most proud of?

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I am at my most perfect self when I forget to be myself for a moment.

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17. What makes you laugh?

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I’m here to have fun. Sometimes, what makes me laugh is not the same thing that makes you laugh. If that makes me a monster, so be it.

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18. What makes you embarrassed?

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The endless pursuit of something that only exists within your head.

Aku selalu membayangkan bahwa diriku akan berakhir dengan Donghae, karena aku pikir dia adalah satu-satunya hal yang membuatku lebih menghargai kehidupan. Tapi—kalian tahu bagaimana kisah ini berakhir, dan aku merasa malu karena terus mengharapkan itu.

Here is my panic room. Over there is my slightly anxious room, and next to the foyer is my complete mental breakdown room.

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19. What do you feel most passionately about?

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I’ve mastered the art of eating a chocolate sandwich and drinking wine while laying on the couch. Because sometimes life requires us to do nothing more, than to just hang in there while the storms pass.

Why can’t I be comforted by carrots?! Why does it have to be chocolate or wine?

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20. What did you find terribly scary?

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Life has become very unforgiving, you need to have your shit together, or it will rip out your will to go on.

It’s a cold place.

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21. What annoys you?

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I am gone quite mad with the knowledge of the overwhelming number of things I can never know, places I can never go, people I can never be.

Plus, I accidentally just spent three hundred dollars on shoes. I hate when this happens.

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22. What makes you happy?

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I need ten more Burberry ponchos and then I’ll only need four more Burberry ponchos until I’m happy. Because I don’t throw people off buildings anymore, that’s in the past.

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23. What makes you upset?

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I got stressed looking for an online yoga class and gave up and had a glass of wine but, I am feeling pretty flexible now.

Plus, my ex-boyfriend, Lee Donghae isn’t fat yet.

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24. What are your bad habits?

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My life is like the backup plan to what I should’ve done instead.

But here’s top five of my bad habits;

  • I like to overpack for a trip out of town to pretty much guarantee I’ll sit around my hotel room in my pajamas as much as possible.
  • Is basically a huge, loveable pain in the ass.
  • Oh don’t be offended that I hate everyone, I’m at the very top of that list.
  • Often I smoke cigarettes and fantasize about Lee Donghae being killed in a car accident.
  • Whenever I see someone cry, I ask them if it’s because they’re ugly.

 

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25. What do you do when you’re angry?

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Sometimes you just have to look karma straight in the eyes and tell it to take its best shot.

And I don’t really forgive people. I just pretend it’s okay, and wait for my opportunity to destroy them.

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26. If you were an animal, what animal is it?

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I’ve always been attracted to hummingbirds. Turns out they’re my spirit animal and known to be the most fierce warrior for their size.

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27. What are your favorite holiday destination?

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I would like a vacation from my life, thankyou.

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28. What are your favorite activities during your spare time?

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I spent a spare time on my book club (we only read blue book with Coco Chanel on it) in New York, but lately my book club has morphed into a tequila infusion club and I’ve never been more sure that I’ve found my people.

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29. What time do you usually go to sleep?

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My sleeping pattern is out of whack. Last night I got 14 hours of sleep. I’m pretty sure I have the ability to fly.

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30. What is the first thing that you do when you wake up?

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Nope. I don’t want to be awake. If you try to wake me, I will scream like a mandrake. You have been warned.

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31. If you were to come into money what would you do with it?

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Remember you can’t take your money with you when you die, or your happiness, or your love or anything really, you may as well just give up now.

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32. Who was the love of your life?

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Perhaps we can place that thought onto our parking lot and circle back to it later for a more fulsome dialogue.

It’s pretty obvious.

Lee Donghae.

Duh.

Because sometimes just knowing someone can still give me butterflies is enough.

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33. If you have a chance to change your life, will you take it or not? Why or why not?

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No, I love the way I am now.

Being yourself is much better than being unhappy. All the time you put into jealousy and overthinking issues, you should be thinking on doing better for yourself instead.

Last, if you don’t like yourself, do something about it, but don’t go hating on others, that won’t make you any better.

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34. Do you have any message and impression that you want to say to your creator?

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Dear IJaggys,

The person whom I love the most, after Lee Donghae, of course. It’s crazy to think about how long we’ve been making great stories together!

Ever feel some days like you just don’t know how to do what you’ve already always done? Me neither. That’s ridiculous.

When you first told me that you’re going to take a long probably never ending hiatus from beckhamlovesbadda nor writings, I didn’t know what to do. We’re just marked our seven years anniversary this year, and counting to eight years.

I want to collect my feelings in little bottles, like nail polish, and only wear them when I feel like it.

That day, I was drinking outside my porch telling myself that all good things come to an end but not bad things, bad things are forever. This type of bad things for me, because I really love being a part of your story. You’re good writer, you’re drowning everyone—and you’re the legend.

Although there is no perfect life, but we are able to fill it with lots of perfect moments. I hope that fortune will treat you kind during your whole life. Good luck!

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35. Last but not least, what were you doing before you do this interview?

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With the number of times I ask myself what the fuck happened to my life, you’d think I’d have come up with an answer by now?

Nope.

Actually, I’m busy packing all my things to leave Beckhamlovesbadda. I know, it’s a sad story. We’ve been through so much, there’s lot of ups and downs.

But no.

This is my goodbye-ending. I have to leave, I’ve been here for the past seven years. We’re growing together, for the better or worse. I hope in near future, I can be here again—passing by to you, to most of people who love me to be what I am today.

I am a disaster of a person, but this disaster loves you.

Love Always,

C

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HI, you can leave some comment, question, or anything you want to know! And I’ll glad to answer you. – HCS

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About HCheonsa

I used to be Snow White, but I drifted.

8 responses »

  1. Naura0661 says:

    Setelah dibaca bagian ini… jd kepengen baca lg cerita2 yg udaah dipublish… antara pengen dan khawatir… kalo baca ulang, ntar pengen yg baru lg… Hahaa… *Labil *abaikan…

    Goodbye Han Cheonsa… i hope you will be back here… *waiting… come in new story…

    Kalo pamit bepergian, jangan lupa kirim surat (new story, hahahaa… ) **ngareep…

  2. Naura0661 says:

    Oiaa… ada yg ketinggalan…

    “Terima kasih atas kebersamaannya” and wish u all the best… 🙂

  3. muchbetter89 says:

    Perhaps, it’s too late to know, i don’t care about cheonsa in real life but in this make me curious of cheonsa. Who is she? Model? Artist? Where she’s from?

  4. Minseokhoon says:

    Hey, I tell u again ya, you look so amazing! Gak pengen ngucapin banyak kata, good luck and I wish the best for you two 🙂 gonna miss u smch♡

  5. Yaps setuju sana komen much better89 dari dulu saya penasaran bgt sama visual han cheonsa itu sebenarnya siapa? Ulzzang? Namanya siapa? Jarang liat bgt soalnya dan di part ini Whenever I see someone cry, I ask them if it’s because they’re ugly. Ngakak so hard, han cheonsa bgt yaampun

     

  6. 😈 says:

    its a good bye message from cheonsa i know. but whenever she’s coming with her answer i just cant handle my self to laugh 😂😂😂 lol. i will miss u my pretty sharp mouthed gurl. we’ll meet again later HCS! it doesnt matter, a year? 5years?10years? Time is just time. it will flown without us notice (but i hope it just for a month😢)

    thanks for being a part of my life too, HCS. sometimes, i wonder i can be like u. envy u for proud and being urself no matter what. i mix all the feeling when i write this- so pardon me if it just a random. well- who’s care? ㅋㅋㅋㅋ goodluck on ur own life, both u and my luvly writer that has changed me how to appreciate all the writer’s hardwork 🙂
    im not here for the past 7 years, but let me say that i luv u ♡ *too cheesy i cant ughhhh

    well, anw i dunno if its okay to mention her name here. but i know for sure who is her visual name. im one of her rp actually *at the past*
    (try to make the other feel more curious abt her 👿👅) hahaha

  7. Go Ahn Na says:

    mengapa memilih nama cheonsa? malaikat? uhm berbeda sekali dengan gayanya yg seperti voldemort..haha
    keluar dari penggambaran sosok wanita yg lemah lembit dan penurut…ahh tapi aku suka cheonsa yg suka menolong diam2..

  8. fsshy says:

    Ini goodbye ending yg ah campur aduklah buatku. Jarang jarang ada pemain yg kayak gini.
    Ku pikir pikir rasany bru beberapa tahun blakangan aku nemuin blog ini, baca Lovely Complex dan bhkan ga sempat buat beli yg ke3. Sedih? Iya pasti.

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