“Please answer my question.”
What do you do?
Lately that type of question bothers me much, as much as I want to answer that I have a bunch of to do list in my life–but still, it annoys me. Listen, I know some of you do not know me, the real me not IJaggys. Let’s make it real quick, I’m 19 and on senior-cycle of college. I have a bunch of works that waiting to be done, I have tons of assignment which makes me cringe–in a bad way.
But I’m stil writing fictions, blogging–and tweeting rants.
Anyway, latelty or recently I got to see the beautiful of having author-friends. Like, whenever you post something so short everyone will give you support and long comment (mostly rants and praise the gold of how much your writing skill makes them over-praising-over joyed. They’re fake trust me.)
Mostly you got a long review because you’re friends with them, not because you posted some thumbs up stories. Do not throw a hate on me LOL some of you writing absolutely beautiful story. It’s like a cycle of comments. Whenever they’re posting something, it’s like an invincible rule that you MUST–you HAVE to give some piece of your comments nor the rants nor the over praising that mostly fake, and over-joyed and so so.
And everytime they sent you a comment, you have to reply them in a blink of an eye——or you know, you’re out from the cycle of trust LOL.
Admit it, you got the rule.
Well, cut to short. I’ve been here (writing fictions) since 2009, it was freaking 6 years ago since my first debut being IJaggys LOL I was starting so young back then, 13 yearold and now I’m 19. Some of you are not aware that I’m a head admin of sujuff since 2011, some of you are not aware that I’m the one who catching up all events and schedule on sujuff.
Some of you are not aware that I’m only 19 yearold and not a twenty-something because some of you think that I am older than 19 based on my writing skills. That’s the true praising for me.
But—–ever since I got here in 2010, I have no friends. Like, I do not want to sound like I’m boasting myself–but IJaggys sort of well-known, I am everywhere–everyone at least knows or ever heard “IJaggys” popped out somewhere. But I have no friends, like author-friends.
I am aware that I am a self-centered person, You probably know some people who always talk about themselves, make every issue about themselves, and are generally all about “Me, me, me!”
Yap, that’s me over here.
Being selfish and kind of jerk are my common traits. I am a Lion and B. LOL
Maybe that’s why I never had any author-friends, because I hate being compared to others. No, I do not want you to think that I’m just another Senior-author-reckless-bitch who doesn’t want connecting to another author because I’m senior and–I hate dealing with junior authors.
No, that’s not me. People often mistaken me as an arrogant or conceited person just because IJaggys is a beach, and my kind of talk with strong words. You just don’t know me, don’t count me out just yet.
I really want to be friends with another authors, I want to mingle with them–and replying each other comment with over-praising tone that mostly fake. Sometimes fake is beautiful, you do not want to tell someone is f-ing ugly in front of them rite? Instead you praise them with overtone and fake compliments. That’s life, you lied to someone in order to protect what you love–because you know, things will never be the same afterwards.
So my point writing this sudden Live Journal is, I want to ask your opinion–my beautiful readers and people who just stopped by. I want to sign up to be some author freelances on some general-fictions blog in order to get new author-friends, what do you think?
I really want to be friends with other, but I don’t know if they’re cool with me–because they always see me as “Wow, that’s IJaggys.” or “Waw that’s the hot headed-author author up there.”
What do you think?
Should I join some other blog or should I stay being the self-centered IJaggys?
Please leave your opinion on comment box, because really–I really need your honest opinion about IJaggys.